Volátil

— Things never last long for you.

— In what sense?

— You get bored of everything quickly.

— I don’t like to stay still.

This year, I died more than five times. Metaphorically, of course; otherwise, you wouldn’t be reading this. I like killing myself.

Unconsciously, we cling to mental models that allow us to live our lives automatically. That is, we create structures on which we base our way of living. All the thoughts you repeat day after day create a model that forms the basis of your worldview.

If by chance you manage to realize this, you will have a strength and a weakness. Always dichotomies. Strength because you will be able to identify when that model is outdated and no longer takes you where you want to go. And weakness because you don’t always know how to change it.

I will never know if I am an anxious person constantly analyzing things, if everyone does it and no one dares to express it, or if we really live among zombies.